THE MIND is not a BOOK;;

[SEVERUS SNAPE]

SNAPE.

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t h e b e l l c h i m e d
O P E N E D F A T E ' S D O O R S
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I KNEW YOU THEN, AND YOU SOMEHOW KNEW ME STRANGERS, NO MORE
I OPENED THE DOOR, AND THERE YOU WERE STANDING TALL FIRST MEETING
SUDDENLY I WAS WHISKED AWAY BY YOUR COMPANY ON SPEAKING TERMS
AND I ASKED MYSELF BUT JUST ONE QUICK QUESTION FREELY SPEAKING
PRETTY PLEASE, WITH SUGAR, CHOCOLATE, AND CHERRIES DOING A FAVOR
STANDING HERE IN THE PARLOUR, SHOULDER TO SHOULDER WORKING TOGETHER
DID YOU KNOW WE WOULD END UP HERE SIPPING TEA AT TWO IN HONG KONG
LOOKING BACK ON THOSE GOOD OLD TIMES LONG LASTING PARTNERS

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t h i s o l d a l e
I S F A R T O O S T R O N G
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SOMETIMES A BLANK VOID FILLS MY ACHING, POUNDING MIND FORGOTTEN
THE MEMORY ATE ME UP, SO I TOSSED OUT THE TRASH AGAIN TRIED TO FORGET
I THINK THAT WE WERE FAMILIAR WITH EACH OTHER PAST ACQUAINTANCE
NO MATTER WHAT THE PAPERS SAY, THEY DON'T KNOW ME IMMEDIATE FAMILY
THOUGH EVENTUALLY, I WILL BE HEARING ALL OF THE OLD NEWS DISTANT KIN
YOU CAN STICK YOUR LIMELIGHT, WHERE THE SUN WON'T SHINE FAMILY FRIEND
OF COURSE, WE USED TO BE SO FOND OF EACH OTHER BITTERSWEET MEMORIES
AND NOW I CAN'T EVEN LOOK AT YOUR FACE ANYMORE ASSOCIATED WITH LOSS
AS THIS SICKENING FEELING PUNCTURES MY STOMACH VERY AFRAID

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w h e n h e c a l l e d y o u
Y O U N E V E R C A M E
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PLEASE JUST TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME, I'M NOT BROKEN YET CAN'T LET GO
BUT I HAVE TO LOOK AWAY, I HAVE NO OTHER OPTIONS NOW AFRAID TO ATONE
I HAVE TO PUSH YOU AWAY, ALTHOUGH IT STILL HURTS ME RUNNING FROM LOVE
BECAUSE IF I MEET YOUR EYES, I WILL MELT LIKE BUTTER AWKWARD TOGETHER
I CANNOT HELP BUT WONDER AT THE POSSIBILITIES QUESTIONING THOUGHTS
YET WHEN PUSH CAME TO SHOVE, TRUST WAS THERE LONG TERM FRIENDSHIP
I WILL FOREVER WEAR YOUR SIGN GOING INTO BATTLE SWORN TO PROTECT
BUT DON'T EVER CALL ME ROMEO, AND DON'T BE MY JULIET FORBIDDEN LOVE
KNOW THAT WHEN I LEFT, I THOUGHT OF YOU, ALWAYS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

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t h i s p e n s i e v e b l u e
S O M U R K Y , S O D A R K
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SOME STRANGE FERAL INSTINCT TELLS ME TO BE CAREFUL PROTECTIVE INSTINCTS
I'LL SCOFF AND I'LL SWEAR AT YOU FOR TRYING TO TOUCH ME DOMINANT STATUS
AND I'll BE SPITTING ON THE GROUND WHERE YOU'VE WALKED BLATANT DISRESPECT
YOU WRONGED ME LONG BEFORE, I'LL KINDLY REMEMBER IT GETTING BACK AT YOU
I'LL CURSE MYSELF FOR EVEN LETTING YOU NEAR ME CAN'T STAND THE SIGHT OF YOU
BECAUSE YOU STILL CAN'T CHANGE THE TALES OF THE PAST FEUDING FAMILIES
ALL THE WHILE KNOWING I HAVE MY RESPONSIBILITIES FORCED TO BE AROUND
SOMETIMES MY RESPONSIBILITIES GET THROWN UNDER THE TABLE DESIRE TO HURT
WHILE MY HEART RAGES, I SEEK OUT PEACE BUT I CAN'T FIND IT DESIRE TO KILL
AND ON THE COLD NIGHTS WHEN I'M ALONE, IT'S NOT SO BAD BROODING OVER YOU[/font]

{ more coming. more always coming. }

[color=f2ff2a]I KNEW YOU THEN, AND YOU SOMEHOW KNEW ME[/color] [color=012500]STRANGERS, NO MORE[/color]
[color=ffef5e]I OPENED THE DOOR, AND THERE YOU WERE STANDING TALL[/color] [color=012500]FIRST MEETING[/color]
[color=ffd83e]SUDDENLY I WAS WHISKED AWAY BY YOUR COMPANY[/color] [color=012500]ON SPEAKING TERMS[/color]
[color=ffc914]AND I ASKED MYSELF BUT JUST ONE QUICK QUESTION[/color] [color=012500]FREELY SPEAKING[/color]
[color=ebbc00]PRETTY PLEASE, WITH SUGAR, CHOCOLATE, AND CHERRIES[/color] [color=012500]DOING A FAVOR[/color]
[color=d2a100]STANDING HERE IN THE PARLOUR, SHOULDER TO SHOULDER[/color] [color=012500]WORKING TOGETHER[/color]
[color=a28700]DID YOU KNOW WE WOULD END UP HERE[/color] [color=012500]DRINKING COFFEE AT TWO IN AN AIRPORT[/color]
[color=7a5900]LOOKING BACK ON THOSE GOOD OLD TIMES, OLD FRIEND[/color] [color=012500]LONG LASTING PARTNERS[/color]
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[color=b3fffd]SOMETIMES A BLANK VOID FILLS MY ACHING, POUNDING MIND[/color] [color=012500]FORGOTTEN[/color]
[color=80fffb]THE MEMORY ATE ME UP, SO I TOSSED OUT THE TRASH AGAIN[/color] [color=012500]TRIED TO FORGET[/color]
[color=52fffa]I THINK THAT WE WERE FAMILIAR WITH EACH OTHER ONCE[/color] [color=012500]PAST ACQUAINTANCE[/color]
[color=22f8ff]NO MATTER WHAT THE PAPERS SAY, THEY DON'T KNOW ME[/color] [color=012500]IMMEDIATE FAMILY[/color]
[color=11cfff]THOUGH EVENTUALLY, I WILL BE HEARING ALL OF THE OLD NEWS[/color] [color=012500]DISTANT KIN[/color]
[color=00c1c1]YOU CAN STICK YOUR LIMELIGHT, WHERE THE SUN WON'T SHINE[/color] [color=012500]FAMILY FRIEND[/color]
[color=006e7a]OF COURSE, WE USED TO BE SO VERY FOND OF EACH OTHER[/color] [color=012500]BITTERSWEET MEMORIES[/color]
[color=00545e]AND NOW I CAN'T EVEN LOOK AT YOUR FACE ANYMORE[/color] [color=012500]ASSOCIATED WITH LOSS[/color]
[color=004244]AS THIS SICKENING FEELING PUNCTURES AND TWISTS MY STOMACH[/color] [color=012500]VERY AFRAID[/color]
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[color=ffbob7]PLEASE JUST TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME, I'M NOT BROKEN YET[/color] [color=012500]CAN'T LET GO[/color]
[color=ff8898]BUT I HAVE TO LOOK AWAY, I HAVE NO OTHER OPTIONS NOW[/color] [color=012500]AFRAID TO ATONE[/color]
[color=ff4d6a]I HAVE TO PUSH YOU AWAY, ALTHOUGH IT STILL HURTS ME[/color] [color=012500]RUNNING FROM LOVE[/color]
[color=ff3e4b]BECAUSE IF I MEET YOUR EYES, I WILL MELT LIKE BUTTER[/color] [color=012500]AWKWARD TOGETHER[/color]
[color=ff2a31]STILL I CANNOT HELP BUT WONDER AT THE POSSIBILITIES[/color] [color=012500]QUESTIONING THOUGHTS[/color]
[color=e30007]AND YET WHEN PUSH CAME TO SHOVE, TRUST WAS THERE[/color] [color=012500]LONG TERM FRIENDSHIP[/color]
[color=c30006]I WILL FOREVER WEAR YOUR SIGN WHEN GOING INTO BATTLE[/color] [color=012500]SWORN TO PROTECT[/color]
[color=ad0017]BUT DON'T EVER CALL ME ROMEO, AND DON'T BECOME MY JULIET[/color] [color=012500]FORBIDDEN LOVE[/color]
[color=960005]KNOW THAT WHEN I WAS GONE, I THOUGHT OF YOU, ALWAYS[/color] [color=012500]UNCONDITIONAL LOVE[/color]
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[color=a8ff7d]SOME FERAL INSTINCT TELLS ME TO BE CAREFUL[/color] [color=012500]PROTECTIVE INSTINCTS[/color]
[color=90ff74]I'LL SCOFF AT YOU FOR TRYING TO TOUCH ME[/color] [color=012500]DOMINANT STATUS[/color]
[color=76ff71]AND I'll BE SPITTING ON THE GROUND YOU WALKED ON[/color] [color=012500]BLATANT DISRESPECT[/color]
[color=6fff52]YOU WRONGED ME BEFORE, I'LL KINDLY REMEMBER IT[/color] [color=012500]GETTING BACK AT YOU[/color]
[color=57ff33]I'LL CURSE MYSELF FOR LETTING YOU NEAR ME[/color] [color=012500]CAN'T STAND THE SIGHT OF YOU[/color]
[color=3dff28]BECAUSE YOU STILL CAN'T CHANGE THE TALES OF THE PAST[/color] [color=012500]FEUDING FAMILIES[/color]
[color=51dd00]ALL THE WHILE KNOWING I HAVE MY RESPONSIBILITIES[/color] [color=012500]FORCED TO BE AROUND[/color]
[color=1cff00]SOMETIMES MY RESPONSIBILITIES GET THROWN UNDER THE TABLE[/color] [color=012500]DESIRE TO HURT[/color]
[color=4cb000]WHILE MY HEART RAGES, I SEEK OUT PEACE BUT I CAN'T FIND IT[/color] [color=012500]DESIRE TO KILL[/color]
[color=246000]AND ON THE COLD NIGHTS WHEN I'M ALONE, IT'S NOT SO BAD[/color] [color=012500]BROODING OVER YOU[/color]

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